I Thought God Was Punishing Me
Living Lchaim
Bari Mitzmann, known as Barianna, shares her profound personal journey through religious anxiety and crisis of faith within the Orthodox Jewish community on the "Inspiration for the Nation" podcast. Raised in a traditional Orthodox setting, Bari appears as a model of religious inspiration, leading and motivating others. However, she battled internally with severe anxiety and a belief that her struggles were divine punishment. This candid discussion delves into her experience with scrupulosity, the often-overlooked intersection of mental health and Judaism, and the importance of therapy in rebuilding a healthy connection with God, emphasizing the need for open dialogue to support others facing similar issues.