The text discusses the intersection of Jewish identity and the digital world, critiquing the notion of a shiva app and the internet's inherent lack of Jewishness.

The author reflects on the complex relationship with their mother, who struggled with mental illness and drug abuse before passing away.

The text recounts the author's journey of grieving the unexpected death of their fiancé's brother, Rafi, and the challenges of mourning as a non-traditional mourner in Jewish tradition.

The text is a deeply personal reflection on the author's experience of losing their mother to brain cancer.